[ROSENBLUM] Someone's got to hold onto me

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[Kana isn't here anymore. She didn't pack any of her stuff like she was planning to go away or anything, so all of her personal affects are entirely in their place.

There's a journal by her bedside table: not much is inside of it, but she's written "DREAM JOURNAL" on the introductory page in big letters.

There's also two sealed letters inside of the journal marked "IN CASE I DIE" and "FOR SATSUKI: IN CASE I DIE" tucked into the pages.]

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FOR SATSUKI: IN CASE I DIE

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Satsuki,

I’m probably dead if you’re reading this. At least, I better be dead because if you read this while I’m still alive I’m gonna get really pissed off. What part of “In Case I Die” don’t you understand?

Sorry. I’m not gonna yell at you from beyond the grave. I already hurt you enough by dying probably.

First off, it’s not your fault. I know you so you’re probably going to blame yourself for not being able to stop me from dying, but it’s not your fault. I actually am gonna come yell at you from beyond the grave if you convince yourself that it is. I could probably do it too since we had that seance. So this is a real threat, Satsuki Minazuki.

I’m gonna be a little selfish and ask that you don’t forget about me. Even if it’s just as a girl you went to high school with who died because she fell down the stairs after pissing someone off or however I got myself killed.

I want you to remember me for more than that, though. You made me feel really happy and safe. I know that doesn’t sound like a big deal but We’re being haunted and murdered.

I wrote down everything I could remember from the dreams in the journal by my bed. I don’t know if it’ll help but it’s okay to show the others if it ends up meaning something.

Don’t show this one to anybody else though, please? I can’t do anything about it if you do since I’ll be dead but you’re the only person I want to read this.

I don’t know if I should be allowed to tell you how I feel after everything. But I hope I did and this isn’t the first time you’re hearing it.

Either way I’m sorry.

And I love you.

Kana